somnambul: maerad (63)

[personal profile] somnambul 2025-11-30 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
For all of his speech's rougher edges, the lightness of the joke squeezes at something in her chest, tugging the corner of her mouth into a faint smile. My little changeling girl, her father had affectionately called her when she was a child, vanishing for hours only to be found half-lost in grasses taller than her head, speaking of things that had not yet come to pass as if they were distant memories. It has been years since Ellen has heard the word used in such a light, whimsy way, not since her intuitions and dreams had turned darker into an unnatural strangeness that is barely tolerated.

The captain's introduction triggers an instinctual curtsey, practiced and precise, even if it cannot be entirely seen in the darkness of the evening.

"Fräulein Eggers," she says, straightening back to her full posture. Even if she had managed to stay put indoors among the bustling crowd, there likely still would not have been a meeting, content to observe without needing to wedge herself unnaturally into interactions. "The claims on your attention inside have no doubt kept you well occupied. If only they knew that this spot would provide the best chance to steal a moment of your time." Somewhere deeper in the house, laughter spills over the sound of a cork popping.
somnambul: maerad (60)

[personal profile] somnambul 2025-12-01 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
There is a moment of hesitation, the usual binding constraints of morality and expectation that lay in stark contrast to the pursuit of more time in an even more private setting between a man and an unmarried woman. Ellen is aware of all the kinds of scandal that may be inflicted upon her (her, not likely him, and even if so, he has a handy escape route.) But the refusal does not come when she reaches for it. A whisper in her mind tells her they will not be found.

Ellen inclines her head toward the path from she came from.

"This way."

Gravel softly crunches under her steps as she turns toward the darker edge of the courtyard where the garden begins to take its shape. The noise of the house thins to a distant, harmless murmur, as if they have passed behind a veil. Summer has long since withdrawn from the garden, late blooms clinging stubbornly to the hedges, trees once abundant with fruit now a crooked mangle of nearly bare limbs. Somewhere unseen, the sound of water slips through a fountain.

"It is.. difficult to inquire about a place that I can barely fathom," she admits. Frozen miles of silent nothingness at the end of the Earth.

"It must be a good place to disappear to. And breathe."