The kiss bewitches him. A fool you are, he tells himself. Of course a young, beautiful man has a dazzling effect. Folly of all old men, and not everyone is as blessed as Jamie, perpetually stunningly handsome, attracting so many admirers he's begun to hand them out to other people. Sophy wanted James and took the consolation offer; Jopson, hired by him in the first place.
He doesn't resent it. Life could be miserable, instead he doesn't have to be lonely.
(Except when he is.)
Go to sleep, he instructs himself, and then feigns ignorance by leaning forward to tangle closer to Jopson and kiss him again. He chases that taste of yearning, opens his mouth to it, gives what he can. Whatever he has left at the end of this long, cold day. They're going to nod off in minutes no matter what they do, so surely there's no harm in this.
"A feather mattress is still a feather mattress, after all."
Penguin or goose or any fowl. Anything this man laid him down on he'd have willingly, take what he can get of these warm, perfect moments. It's easier in the dark to think they're elsewhere, away from the bitter cold of the arctic, the ship - that this could be anywhere warm and comfortable. He imagines Crozier bathed in the light of a fire crackling in a hot stove, or in a hearth. That these aren't cots, but indeed a feather mattress somewhere.
(His father always told him he needed to tame his imagination - focus on the work at hand - that folly would lead nowhere if duty and diligence didn't stand first in line).
But Crozier kisses him and he welcomes him, one arm wrapping round his neck, free hand on his chest, legs tangling, arching closer to him. Crozier tastes of tea and spice, a flavor he chases with slow, open-mouthed kisses. Better that his tea was weak and quick - the warmth of this here and now will be all he needs.
When the ship sails back to England and the boat docks, this is what he'll take with him.
To be responded to like this— it could wake him up again. Well, maybe not. Perhaps if he were Jopson's age. Crozier is far from decrepit, but there's little use barking up a tree that'll see him embarrass himself. Still. It stirs something in him, a feeling that tempts a slippery slope downward into fancies he has no business indulging in.
It's alright. Safe in the dark, in this place away from the world. He kisses him with intent, and affection, and longing. He kisses him until his consciousness starts to wane, and all they can do is trade soft, sighed nudges and nuzzles on the fade out into settling in comfortably all a-tangle.
He doesn't dream.
Crozier wakes when he means to, in the morning. It is a painful thing to leave the nest they've all made, Ross cuddled up at Jopson's back, and Jopson in turn clinging to him. He's careful about it, tucking them in together and slipping out as gracefully as he can (it's a task and a half but he manages it). He can do a day without a shave, his hair is fair enough for it, and though he misses Jopson's attentive hands on him now after becoming so used to it, he's perfectly capable of dressing himself. Breakfast will come later, no use bogging himself down to soon. A trick to slip out without disturbing either of the two men still abed, but he goes anyway, and finds just one midshipman and a lieutenant scraping themselves out. Good enough. He makes a rasped joke about short straws, and the humor seems to bolster them against the obnoxiously bright cold. To work. He'll be back in a few hours to rouse Captain Ross, if Jopson hasn't made short work of it by then. But maybe not; maybe he'll get lucky and find them both still abed, with Jopson lured to inaction by the familiar wiles of just how comfortable James can make someone.
Jopson dreams of warm seas and sunny skies. Occasionally, a phantom set of arms strong and rugged around his middle, hands on his back, in his hair - a myriad of mixed images that have him sleeping soundly and deeply. It means that when Ross snuggles up against him in the early morning he doesn't stir, turning into it instead, becoming a tangle of limbs and warmth.
He usually wakes to the rocking of the ship, the noises outside, the sounds of the belly of the beast waking. Here it's different - the stark quiet of the ice, the gentle puffs of the captains' breaths in the morning. He doesn't have any of those markers, wracked with fatigue from a whipping, a week of tending to a tired Captain, and now exhausted by the ice and cold. He's gotten himself pressed in against Ross' neck, nuzzled in, arms around the man, one hand having gotten stuck up the back of his night shirt - seeking warmth.
They look a sight together, no doubt, but he's pleasantly unawares. There's movement somewhere at the far reaches of his consciousness but it registers only as a flickering of candle light in his dream when it is in fact Crozier entering the tent. Ross stirs with nothing more than a grumble and a slow, slow turn in the covers. It's more a stretch, arms tightening around Jopson, legs tangling even further - the pair of them nearly inseparable in the mass of blankets and furs.
"Turn that bloody light out, Frank," comes a graveled mumble, though a quiet one - turned against Jopson's hair on a soft nuzzle. Thomas sleeps on, still and quiet.
"No such luck, Captain Ross," comes the reply (earning a grunt of complaint over the honorific), though his own voice is conversational, low, not overloud and needling as one might expect to come from an attempt to wake him. "You're still in the Antarctic, and you still have duties today."
Crozier pulls his hat off, sets it aside, then his gloves, and comes to sit next to Ross and observe the tangled pair. Good luck for him pulling through, light or no light. It warms him more than a fire to see, and he extends a hand to pass over Jamie's hair, stroking down his cheek, his jaw, smiling at him when he hums. Jopson next, dark and silky, tucked in close. The fur blankets make them seem like they've been eaten by a very lazy bear. A fairy tale one, not a horror story. Something a benevolent witch has done to keep them safe.
"You both needed the rest."
"And you, old man?"
"I'm fine."
"Mmn." Jamie looks at him. He can tell from the way his posture shifts just a little that he's flexing his feet, and resettling the way his arms are tucked around Jopson. Quieter: "He's special, you know."
"I do know."
They look at each other for a little while, Crozier's hand on his hair, thumb petting against his temple. Silent, but perfectly understood things pass between them. He leans down, then, and does what Jamie wants him to do, which is kiss him. A sigh of contentment greets him, and he kisses that from Ross' mouth, too.
The rumbling of voices, the shift of the warm, soft foundation beneath him. All signs that he shouldn't be shoving them off and enjoying his rest, the dreams, any of it. Duty, diligence, all of that. It's a slow rise to waking, one that's a little fumbling really - a shift of his head in against Ross' chest, the reach of his arm tighter round his middle. There's a sigh, the soft sounds of skin and sticky wet. He opens his eyes slowly, blearily observes the two men - feels immediately like he's stumbled upon something he shouldn't have.
These two love one another - it's been obvious from the firs time he suspected, even more now. It's a deep rooted thing. A thing he wishes he could reach and touch, trace the lines of it and find where it hits deepest. (He knows, of course - the heart, something more maybe. What must it feel like to have roots intertwined the way these two do?)
"M'apologies," a mumble as he tries to sneak away, to peel arms and legs from the trap of the other man's body. "I'll go fetch-"
Jamie tips his head back from the kiss at the interruption but holds onto Jopson, even with eyes burning and focused on Crozier.
"Hush now," the captain finally says and Jopson goes still, blinking sleepily and moving slowly, when Jamie's hand settles on his cheek. "You needed the rest."
A little jab there - you needed the rest, Crozier had said - two can play that very silly game. But the game doesn't matter when he leans down and slowly, slowly, kisses the dark haired man - a soft, slow thing that the steward can't make sense of. Can't make sense of the way he carefully leans into it, the way he wants to, maybe a foolish, childish gambit to taste even a hint of what the two captains share.
He's asked Jopson more than once, now, if it's alright. If it's not too much. He's told him that he has the final say, no matter what. But does that actually matter when he's a steward and the questions are being posed by his commanding officer? Now, both of them? No one to take shelter in if he didn't want it, nowhere to disembark and flee?
And yet he hears him. I imagined it was you the whole time. Crozier slides his hand over Jopson's cheek, feeling the way his jaw moves, the tendons there, as he returns Ross' kiss. Jamie is good at this, he knows. Like sinking into a warm bath. Watching them turns a latch inside of him that threatens far, far too much while he has duties to attend to. While anything. It is a sight that makes the threat of execution and even Abraham's hell seem laughable.
His thumb touches the corner of Jopson's mouth, catches some warm castoff of saliva from Jamie tipping in closer, slower, a sensual thing. He notices, his gaze cutting up in the lamplight to appreciate the fact that they're being watched. He breaks off a moment later, but it's only to mouth at Francis' hand. When he tips his head back, the encouragement is palpable. So Francis leans down, and catches his steward's mouth in a kiss, too.
The kiss does make him melt, the tension of a startled awakening turning into rounded shoulders and softened features. Enough that he leans up into the kiss, something low rumbling in his chest when Crozier touches him. Crozier. He's suddenly, intensely aware that his captain is watching, making white-hot sparks sing up his spine, make his feet flex, make his fingers twist in Ross' shirt.
Easy, though, to chase after Ross, to press his mouth against the man's jaw, his cheek - he's sure he can feel Ross smile, hear him chuckle, but Jopson can't be sure with the thunderous noise of his heart beat heavy in his ears. H
Crozier's kiss comes and Thomas wants nothing more - immediately yielding to him, pliable and hungry and wanting in the slow and sleepy hunger of it all. Made worse, too, by Jamie's roaming hands - a slide of a broad palm down his back to the meat of his ass. No squeezing, just palming lightly over it like an itch that can't be reached. Thomas reaches for Crozier's face, shoulder, anything.
Jamie doesn't waste time - mouthing at the older man's hand, licking at the thumb already slick with their saliva, then drop of a kiss against the soft spot beneath Crozier's ear as the other pair kiss.
Easily one of the most debauched things he's participated in of this decade, and it's just kissing, and they're in a tent, and he's fully clothed. Crozier kisses him, nearly gasping for how easily Thomas opens to him, how hungry he seems in response at the same time. It makes him want to lift up and get a knee on the configuration of cots, press him down, kiss him deeper, pin him there. And Jamie is licking over his neck, his jaw, putting teeth against his earlobe, all of it making every nerve ending light up like shotgun pellets hitting metal siding. Sparks, everywhere.
Jamie steals his mouth, after a moment. Francis cradles his steward's face, beautiful boy, presses fingers in his mouth. They swap again and they're still there alongside Jamie's tongue when he kisses Thomas; Francis watches this, commits it to memory, the look, the sound, the smell of everything sleep-warm coming to life.
Oh, what's the point of exploring or sailing, they could do this forever instead.
"Do we have time for me to suck your cock?"
That'll be seared into memory, too. Just where he wants it. Like a criminal being branded.
Alas.
"Not at all," Crozier says, rasped laughter in his voice. "And a heartbeat with this blanket tugged down and you'll lose all interest anyway."
Jamie groans, and not in an altogether amorous way.
"Both of you, up now."
A beautiful moment. Not ruined by its brevity. He kisses Ross' forehead, and Jopson's temple, and sits back with intent to help get everyone sorted.
Thomas can't discerne where he fits in this, only that right now it doesn't matter. Not with Crozier kissing him, the fingers in his mouth, Ross kissing him in a way that makes his toes curl against his calf. All of it so much at once, overwhelming and blissfully perfect - he's never done this before. Not with two men. Never - the threat and mess of it too difficult to cover up.
Do we have time for me to suck your cock?
Perverse that he wants to see it - even worse that he wonders how quickly his Captain would lose his resolve if they both had their mouths on him. (Even more debauched and foul. Who has he become out here on the seas? Or was he this man all along?)
"Yes, sir," he mutters, shocked back into reality when Crozier sits back. His face flushes and he peels himself from the furs, carefully placing them back round Ross. "I'll have the water ready for your shave, sit," a beat, like he realizes he shouldn't be the one giving orders. "If you wish. At the very least, Captain Ross, I'll see to you."
As exhilarating and freeing as the beautiful moment was - he feels like a madman. His mind turned over, spinning in time with the rhythm of his heart pumping too-hot blood through his veins. He's hardened some, too, but he lets the cold do some work.
"I forgot myself, my apologies, Captain."
Earnest, embarrassed, wired up tight for how easily his routine has gone off course.
"Don't apologize when we're the ones making a mess of your schedule," says Ross, stretching as he makes to get up. Slow about it, he reaches out and obliges Crozier to give him a hand. "And besides, we can blame Commander Crozier," fair play for earlier, "for not waking us sooner."
"I've woken you right on time." He threatens a pinch but doesn't follow through, since they do actually have to get to work. Helps him change, instead. Not nearly as graceful as Jopson, especially given the slightly clunky layers he's got on, but it'll do. "We'll be working on the observatory hut today, there are readings for you to go over. Not much hiking for the naturalists, so Jopson will have plenty of opportunity to catch up on anything I've robbed him of time for this morning."
"Are my lieutenants up?"
"One of them. The other will be by the time you're out."
They talk shop. Crozier declines being shaved, opts for tomorrow, continues to go over schedules and necessities while Ross undergoes — businesslike enough not to watch too closely the artful way Jopson handles it all, but there's no fooling where his gaze is fixed. Heatedly discussing the potential for volcanic drafts by the time they're heading out, like some men might invest their energy into horse racing or cricket.
A day that promises to be brutal work. At least Jopson gets to babysit Mr Hooker and one of the other surgeons who's doing diagrams and drawings of everything, and isn't asked to haul rocks or transfer samples. During midday meal, Crozier returns to shove food into his mouth and make plans to teach everyone who can't use celestial navigation tools the proper way to do it, and assigns Hooker the job of coming up with a lesson structure for anything else he's missing. He's keen on this, hoping to be at least a better sailor than a peer of his called Darwin, if not a better scientist, though it's clear the rivalry is very friendly. Tomorrow, for a lesson, everyone will be too knackered today.
The days out on the ice pass with some regularity - tough work, long hours, bitter conditions. The storm they road in on has left its mark behind, a few intensely cold fronts whipping winds over the shore. It leaves the men worn thin and exhausted most days, the camp going quiet as the night watch wake up. When Jopson lays awake, Crozier and Ross sleeping soundly pressed to either side of him, he swears he can hear the ships groaning from the distance. Impossible, but it's a haunting thing, the whistle of arctic winds.
The tent has a safe place for a canvas set up, Ross' paints left on a stool set in front of a makeshift easel. For all his self-deprecating comments about his artistry, he has a keen eye, the colors vivid. They spend portions of the night in quiet, the occasional ribbing or quiet musing about stars and rocks interrupting brushstrokes. Jopson keeps the water warm so he may clean his brush, and enjoys the view in all ways - the painting, Ross in his warm underclothes cut against the lamplight, Crozier sitting nearby with a book in hand, a warmth in his face.
It's murderously cold, but he could suffer it if life was like this on the other side of it all.
They've just come off one such night, but the day leading up to it had been easier - no dragging rocks or hiking, just spending time in the observation tent chipping at stones and talking theories, gazing up at the sky and making conjectures based on things Jopson can't understand when he stops in with warm drinks for those working. The night has set, the work ended a little earlier than usual for the evening meal - a small reprieve after a brutal week's work. They're poised in the tent exactly as he's come to enjoy.
Ross, ignoring his painting after an hour of working at it, chattering on about what Mount Erebus might look like without ice and snow atop it. Jopson's sure Crozier isn't too far away, but he's just turning in to get himself into night clothes after helping the other two men.
It takes a few moments to undo all the layers, but he finally makes it down to his shirtsleeves, pulling the fabric up and off his back. Ah, yes, his back. Healing - a few smaller, striped patches mottled green and plum and yellow, healing but taking their time among the scars from years ago. It's cold, but he bends to dig out his sweater - routine all out of sorts.
"We must determine what makes a volcano's clock tick, Frank... imagine the timing should we see one burst to life!"
Jopson shakes his head, smiling, at the fantastic dreams of the other men. They live in the stars, the waves at their heels. Thomas doesn't know where he lives, but it's pleasant here in the tide of them.
"Go and start talking to it about the politics of land ownership," he suggests. "She'll blow her top in no time."
They both know it's just pressure. They have diagrams of what could be beneath an active volcano, courtesy of thousands of years of human observation and the madness of men who've gone digging in dormant ones. A venture he finds altogether more horrifying than any potential death at sea. What if a mountain collapses on you? Just another kind of exploration to be sure, but he'll pass, if it's all the same.
Quick when he wants to be — as many years in the rigging as any other man — Crozier is handing something to Jopson. One of his own shirts (the last clean one, rowboats will come tomorrow to exchange laundry), oversized for the steward.
"This instead of your nightshirt, if you please." Jamie has a remark about this being very fetching, and Francis tells him to pipe down, you hedonist. It just makes him chuckle. "It'll be looser on your back, if you'll hold still for a while once we're rolled up."
He's had the oil in an inner pocket all day, keeping it as warm as it's going to get. They can all finish what they're up to, changing, putting things away. Ross tells a story about earning lashes with five other boys, and having really been hoping to get out of it on account of nepotism, but such favoritism was not to be. As a twelve-year-old, though, the worst of it was sitting still for so long in recovery, and then having to scrub the decks when he was too ill from wound fever to do anything else. It was on Acteon, which was always nearly sinking from rot. He and Crozier talk a little about the tide language between Martinique and Plymouth, which has something to do with the Acteon's service, probably.
Ross reaches over to turn the light off, when they're finally abed. "How come you never rub bruises off my back anymore?" he asks.
"You complain whenever you're over my knees for more than a minute."
Utter madmen, the pair of them. It makes for a light and merry room, their banter, and Jopson knows he could be content to listen to them for hours, days, even. There are no horrific weights of the world in this tent, just the understanding of three men in their position. He makes a small, frustrated sound when he can't seem to fish out his clean nightshirt - and then goes quiet when the other is handed to him.
Crozier's. He blinks, a little doe-eyed at the man, taken aback and having been lost in his own thoughts. He nods slowly, rolls his eyes at Ross.
"Of course, Captain."
And on it goes - too big, slipping annoyingly over his shoulder when he climbs into the cots between the men. He doesn't fully realize why he's been given the shirt until he's settled and Jamie laughs, bright enough to fill the room.
"My back is fine, sir. It's healing," he says on a little sigh, but he's partially masking the way the scent of the shirt makes heat rise to his cheeks. "You both require your rest if you're to be up giggling like school children for the evening."
Ross squirms and lets out a sound that's a little undignified, caught between a snort and a laugh. That pinch at his side he deserved from Crozier many, many times, this time comes from Jopson. A comment - oh indulge a little, Thomas - and further laughs as the other captain rolls onto his side to look at him in the dark.
It's a besotted kind of thought. No one wants to hear it, for it's so saccharine it can't be true, but Crozier can think it to himself and be content about it. Knowing that Jopson feels at ease enough to pinch him, knowing that Ross is delighted to have someone else to conspire with about all his notions for the world and humanity, and that he gets to be here, witnessing all of it. What other perfect is there. This'll do him, just here, in a tent.
"You sweat under your coat and then your skin dries out when it gets cold again," he murmurs as he gets situated. Up on one elbow just enough to have leverage to slide both hands under the shirt (his shirt) and Jopson's bruised back, oil warmed in his palms. The blankets cocooning them like a nest. "If something splits open you probably won't even tell anyone."
So, this is necessary. And there's the hell-worthy crime that Crozier misses touching him, that he's wanted to since it happened the last time, and it's been too long already. Too long, and he hadn't been able to do it like this, tucked under the same cover, laying side by side. Ross can barely see them in the dark, he knows, but there's enough movement and there's awareness, and it makes for something lovely to experience even simply on the sidelines.
"This is plenty restful, anyhow. Believe me."
A rejuvenating thing, this kind of connection. Ross seems to agree (Crozier knows he does), and he lays a hand on Jopson's chest, petting him slowly. His fingers toy with the collar of the shirt — Crozier's — as if a coy reminder of who it belongs to. All wrapped up in each other.
The scent of the oil hits him, could take the breath out of him for all the things his body remembers to be associated with it. More impactful, though, are Crozier's hands sliding over his back and under the shirt that smells like the man in all ways. There's no helping the little sigh in the dark, the way he holds his breath for a few seconds just soaking up the feeling of being touched by him.
"I saw McCormick for it, sir," he says finally. There's a small spot at the downward curve of his right shoulder blade that split a few days ago and has been cleaned and is healing up nicely. "He told me it is nothing of concern."
But concerning this moment? Ross' hand on his chest, Crozier's hands on his back, his own stomach doing a strange twisting at the way he's being handled from both sides. It's warm beneath the furs, warmer now with hands on him. Tentatively he reaches to touch Ross, a hand pressing to his side, curiously mapping the line of it. Ross pets up above the loose collar, fingertips sliding against the skin of his throat in a way that makes Jopson's head tip back, exposing more of his throat.
"I'll tell you a well, next time, sir. My a-"
Ross' fingers up over his chin, against his lips, gently and sweetly shushing the apology away.
Warm and low. For seeing the doctor about the cut, for letting himself be hushed, now, instead of apologize. Plenty of space for my apologies when it's a part of polite conversation, but there's no need here and now. He continues to touch him, first just petting him, spreading the slick oil to relax him, before seeking out particular spots that seem to want for attention, be it challenged patches of skin or tension just under it.
Francis, because he has little shame despite acting within its orderly lines much of time, thinks about fucking him. He thinks of sliding a hand further down, tugging his steward's knit drawers down over the curve of his rear, and delving oiled fingers in deep. He could, in this position. He could have him hitch one knee up over Jaime's hip, and then press his cock into him. He won't, won't suggest it nor yearn for it— potential mishaps are far too dire to risk. But he can't help thinking how Jopson seems made for it.
Just his touch, and it's more than enough. Down the strong column of his spine, his shoulderblades, the curve of his hipbones, the small of his back. Around his ribcage where he can reach, and the back of his neck. Slow, methodical movements. In time, he slips one hand forward. Still tucked under his own shirt on Thomas' body, he pets over his chest, and up. Cradles the swell of his pectoral muscle, squeezes gently, swipes his thumb over the nub of one nipple. He kneads there as attentively as he had on his back and shoulders, and he hears Jamie sigh with obvious desire, his own hands palming over Thomas' torso, meeting Crozier's hand with a layer of fabric between them for a moment. He drops careful, chaste kisses against the young man's throat, his jaw, his cheekbone.
Good boy, you are - and his skin feels like it lights aflame with heat, prickles at the nape of his neck, beneath every patch Crozier's hand grazes. It earns the older man a little squirm, an arch of his back, the press of his ass backwards as he absently presses into the hands on his chest, nipple turning stiff and wanting. He wants to feel him, touch him, be nearer now that he can feel the man's hands everywhere.
Never in his life would he imagine he'd be here - pressed between two men in the cozy warmth of the closest thing to a bed he's had in months. Two men he cares for. Two men that make it impossible to think clearly, overloading every sense, his body stuttering in his attempt to react. It's always been hurried fancies in cupboards or quiet, cheap rooms, or tucked into a very dark corner of a pub to find men like him.
This isn't crude, tasteless, quick. It's electric with something else that he feels afraid to name.
Instead he turns in against the chaste kisses, chasing after his own now, coaxing Ross into a sweet, soft barrage of kisses, slow and careful. He slides his own hand round the back of Ross' hip, anchoring himself on him as he shivers with the attention, stifling a moan into the other captain's mouth.
Jamie returns each sweet little kiss, tasting the low rumble of his voice on his tongue, all with the warmth of the other captain's hand beneath his own. He drags his hand away just to sneak up the front of the man's shirt, pet slowly from his chest to his navel and back, fingers brushing over Francis' with each pass, a centimeter higher on the up, a centimeter lower each time.
Impossible not to notice how Jopson responds to him. Makes something in him feel hungrier than it has any right to, not when he already has him here under his hands, against his body. Some of it is facilitated by Ross, he's certain — how could it not be, one of the most beautiful, affluent men in the bloody world sweetly touching and kissing him and coaxing him into being comfortable — but it's a jolt to his own ego, it bolsters his own particular affections. He puts his mouth over where that tiny split of skin is, linen between his mouth and the cut, and then noses higher, so he can kiss the back of his neck and the curve of his shoulder.
Feels good, doing this. He's slowly getting hard, but he's in no hurry about it. The way Jopson shifts back into him is pleasing, makes him heat up further, but he doesn't follow temptation to rut into him. Instead he continues to touch him, paying special attention to anywhere that earns more of a reaction. He plays with his chest, firm and sensual, liking the shape of him, the wiry hair, the hard buds of his nipples that he finds and tugs on gently.
The sounds, the telltale movements, just about make up for the fact that he can't actually see Jamie and Thomas kissing. Knowing they're doing it is dreadfully arousing in any event, and he can only encourage it. After reaching out to run an affectionate hand over the other captain's hip, he slides his touch down again, back on Thomas' body. He presses against his abdomen, his belly, and lower, to cup him through his pajamas. There's no pretense of rubbing his thighs, though his touch retains that steady, soothing energy as he cradles his weight of his prick.
Crozier's moves over his body like he knows it too well already, the plucking over his nipples, the slow path his hand makes alongside Ross' down his belly. Ross swallows another one of the younger man's pretty gasps with a kiss, sliding his body closer, even if it means he's halfway on the cot rails. Thomas grips at the younger captain's shirt, needing to touch something, body being gently warmed, molded into their touch.
"Shhh," Jamie murmurs against the steward's mouth, tilting his head to kiss his jaw, his neck, to his shoulder where Crozier's mouth was before. "We'll take care of you, Thomas, never you mind."
There's no coherent thought that could stand a chance against the gentle, almost reverent way the hand presses around his prick. He's grateful his hips don't buck like some needy school boy, but the faintest movement of his hips, a squirm of desire, may tell all. Jopson doesn't know when Jamie's hand moved, either, the slow up and down patterns coming to an end but only as his hand slides beneath the thermal fabric of his pajamas, gently nudging between the warm weight of Crozier's palm and the stirring line of Jopson's cock.
He sighs, colored in a quiet, throaty sound. A sound that makes him arch again, wedging him perfectly between the two older men. He nearly speaks again, but Jamie beats him to the punch.
"Move me like you'd do it, Frank," a murmur in the dark, against the soft, wet spot on Jopson's shoulder. There's no doubt going to be a soft, pale bruise there in the morning.
Jamie and Francis have each had their lovers, over the years. Jamie more than him, competitively at work finding a wife, and so regularly keeping a woman— affairs, or probing about courtship. He had a boy on his uncle's expedition, Francis knows, though the young man was never invited towards anything meaningful. And though together they've tumbled paid company together, this is new. It doesn't feel like Thomas is a stand-on, or like he's some kind of bridge between them. He's here on his own merits, and no one else could fill in. Francis is glad of it.
He is envious of Jaime's bare hand on the heated, silk-soft skin of Thomas' cock, and the kisses they're afforded. But it's a pleasant kind of envy. Admiring. His own position is an enviable one in return, he feels, with his own stiffening length now pressed against the cleft of his steward's behind as he's become tucked closer and closer, the three of them shifting gradually tighter around each other.
His shirt is going to smell like Jopson, after this. Only for a little while before it's whisked away. He'll remember this, that desperate murmur, those cut-off gasps. And how beautiful, how frightening, the southern sea is.
A calloused hand curls around Jamie's, around Thomas' prick. He makes him stroke him slowly, thoroughly, the pad of his thumb sometimes stealing a caress around the tender head. Careful movement, probably too slow out of consideration for how dry it's all starting. Something that can be remedied, but he isn't in any hurry. Tomorrow will find them soon enough, there's no sense rushing into it by getting this over quicker.
The world feels hazy and warm, much like a balmy day in the West Indies, not at all like the frigid arctic, icy and treacherous. The heat against his back, the arousal pressed against his backside, makes him feel like the sun is high overhead. Comfortable, lazy, warm. He wants more - to see Crozier, kiss him, put the taste of him on his tongue all over again, but he's a good boy, will do as he's told.
That, and Jamie's hand feels overwhelmingly lovely, knowing Crozier guides it. The pesky thumb gets him though, makes him tense, arch into the knowing hands and then back onto Crozier's desire, another sigh he cuts off by biting his bottom lip. There's some help with the slide of it all, too, as he begins to go a little damp. Almost embarrassing, how easy he's worked up, just enough that Crozier's thumb brings a small spot of wet through the fabric.
"Sir," Thomas murmurs again, pawing absently now at Crozier's arm, wanting desperately to touch him. He rests his hand over the older man's wrist, feeling his pulse, imagining it under his lips instead.
Another soft kiss from Jamie, the man rising up on an elbow for better leverage and encouraging Thomas to lean back into Crozier, even a little bit.
A quiet response, an echo of yearning. Sir, a whole other color of wanting compared to the morning he'd whispered Francis. Crozier likes both, which means he's in trouble. Another few long moments, just like this, feeling him clutch at his arm and letting that damp spot become more tangible under each teasing pass of his thumb. Finally, he relents to the silent plea (and Jamie's fussing, he can just tell).
Crozier shifts his weight to let Jopson lean back against him, tucking one arm beneath him to wrap around, let him grab onto, hands tangled or just pressing into his chest and holding him close. Jamie tugs down the steward's pajama trousers enough to free his cock and expose the rest of him— though only beneath the blankets and furs, still swaddled. He reaches back, deft, and Crozier feels his gaze on him even in the dark as Ross untucks him. It nearly makes him jump, only getting out some small aborted movement before a sigh; he's lost possession of the oil bottle, but feels slick on his hard cock, and then Jamie is hitching as close to Thomas as he can, his slippery hand taking his bare prick in his grip.
"More," he beseeches them both, and Crozier closes his hand over the other man's again.
Shirt rucked up, trousers down, once again he surrenders to the perfect mess of it all. How unseemly for a steward, but that thought quickly dissolves when he hears his name on Francis' tongue. He leans into him, fumbles for his hand, twining their fingers. It's much like being at sea - where these waves will take them, he doesn't know, but he trusts the two men wrapped up in the cots with him. Above anything else.
Impossible to ignore Jamie's hand behind him, the movement and sigh behind him. The slick hand wrapped round his prick again he hisses between his teeth, scrambling to grab for more than just the man's hand. the fabric of his night shirt first, the meat of his side. His hips jump at the easy slide of their hands and it's the slick nudge of Crozier's arousal against his backside that has him reaching.
"More."
It's awkward, uncomfortable at first, but he slides a leg back between Crozier's, arches back against him to provide him a surface to rut upon if he chooses, a slot made against the round curve of his behind and between the muscle of his thighs. Everything feels sudden and warm, and as Jamie hitches forward, fingers find purchase in the man's hair, tangling, and gently tugs him in for a kiss, more heated than the last.
It is the continuation of that tangled, threeway kiss mornings ago by now; the three of them, wanton, unconcerned with anything besides finding the most pleasurable angles achievable in this less than ideal setting. (Less than ideal compared to a real bed in a room with a fire going, candles and perfume, a warm basin for after, but brilliant compared to trying to wedge anything into place in a berth or behind a rock in the snow. Worth appreciating, even with the inevitability of someone's sore elbow from the cot rails.)
Crozier helps, positioning his knee better and flexing forward. His cock slides just where Jopson is offering, and he wishes he could see it; the dark is its own kind of potent element, making everything else heightened, but his steward is so lovely and he knows the sight would be so obscene. Plenty sensation enough to feel, so imagine, to rock forward and think the head of his cock might press up against Jopson's sac if he angles it right. He can feel Ross, still covered, the hard curve of him pressed to the back of his hand.
He can kiss Thomas' shoulder and so he does, and he accepts and returns it when Jamie shifts to steal a few from him, pressed close enough to smother the steward between them. He kisses the back of his hand in Thomas' hair, he squeezes their linked hands, he murmurs half-unintelligible words of praise and endearment. A steady boil. Not yet frantic, on his account. He knows Jamie likes something drawn out as much as he likes being shoved against a wall in a hurry, and so he knows he'll want to win Thomas' climax first. Their hands on him, sharing it. Jamie tells him he's so good, so good for them both, You make Francis so happy, you know you do, and something about it—
He would never have expected it to be erotic, is all, and he can tell from the tone of the other man's voice he's doing it on purpose to rile him up, and that is erotic, too, to be known so thoroughly, to be trusted with it. This is all miserably stupid behavior, an unknown-to-science bear could tear through the camp, a storm could manifest from the ether, someone could walk too close by despite the thick layers of canvas and muffling winds. But he would lose a limb before giving it up.
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Odd texture and all.
The kiss bewitches him. A fool you are, he tells himself. Of course a young, beautiful man has a dazzling effect. Folly of all old men, and not everyone is as blessed as Jamie, perpetually stunningly handsome, attracting so many admirers he's begun to hand them out to other people. Sophy wanted James and took the consolation offer; Jopson, hired by him in the first place.
He doesn't resent it. Life could be miserable, instead he doesn't have to be lonely.
(Except when he is.)
Go to sleep, he instructs himself, and then feigns ignorance by leaning forward to tangle closer to Jopson and kiss him again. He chases that taste of yearning, opens his mouth to it, gives what he can. Whatever he has left at the end of this long, cold day. They're going to nod off in minutes no matter what they do, so surely there's no harm in this.
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Penguin or goose or any fowl. Anything this man laid him down on he'd have willingly, take what he can get of these warm, perfect moments. It's easier in the dark to think they're elsewhere, away from the bitter cold of the arctic, the ship - that this could be anywhere warm and comfortable. He imagines Crozier bathed in the light of a fire crackling in a hot stove, or in a hearth. That these aren't cots, but indeed a feather mattress somewhere.
(His father always told him he needed to tame his imagination - focus on the work at hand - that folly would lead nowhere if duty and diligence didn't stand first in line).
But Crozier kisses him and he welcomes him, one arm wrapping round his neck, free hand on his chest, legs tangling, arching closer to him. Crozier tastes of tea and spice, a flavor he chases with slow, open-mouthed kisses. Better that his tea was weak and quick - the warmth of this here and now will be all he needs.
When the ship sails back to England and the boat docks, this is what he'll take with him.
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It's alright. Safe in the dark, in this place away from the world. He kisses him with intent, and affection, and longing. He kisses him until his consciousness starts to wane, and all they can do is trade soft, sighed nudges and nuzzles on the fade out into settling in comfortably all a-tangle.
He doesn't dream.
Crozier wakes when he means to, in the morning. It is a painful thing to leave the nest they've all made, Ross cuddled up at Jopson's back, and Jopson in turn clinging to him. He's careful about it, tucking them in together and slipping out as gracefully as he can (it's a task and a half but he manages it). He can do a day without a shave, his hair is fair enough for it, and though he misses Jopson's attentive hands on him now after becoming so used to it, he's perfectly capable of dressing himself. Breakfast will come later, no use bogging himself down to soon. A trick to slip out without disturbing either of the two men still abed, but he goes anyway, and finds just one midshipman and a lieutenant scraping themselves out. Good enough. He makes a rasped joke about short straws, and the humor seems to bolster them against the obnoxiously bright cold. To work. He'll be back in a few hours to rouse Captain Ross, if Jopson hasn't made short work of it by then. But maybe not; maybe he'll get lucky and find them both still abed, with Jopson lured to inaction by the familiar wiles of just how comfortable James can make someone.
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He usually wakes to the rocking of the ship, the noises outside, the sounds of the belly of the beast waking. Here it's different - the stark quiet of the ice, the gentle puffs of the captains' breaths in the morning. He doesn't have any of those markers, wracked with fatigue from a whipping, a week of tending to a tired Captain, and now exhausted by the ice and cold. He's gotten himself pressed in against Ross' neck, nuzzled in, arms around the man, one hand having gotten stuck up the back of his night shirt - seeking warmth.
They look a sight together, no doubt, but he's pleasantly unawares. There's movement somewhere at the far reaches of his consciousness but it registers only as a flickering of candle light in his dream when it is in fact Crozier entering the tent. Ross stirs with nothing more than a grumble and a slow, slow turn in the covers. It's more a stretch, arms tightening around Jopson, legs tangling even further - the pair of them nearly inseparable in the mass of blankets and furs.
"Turn that bloody light out, Frank," comes a graveled mumble, though a quiet one - turned against Jopson's hair on a soft nuzzle. Thomas sleeps on, still and quiet.
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Crozier pulls his hat off, sets it aside, then his gloves, and comes to sit next to Ross and observe the tangled pair. Good luck for him pulling through, light or no light. It warms him more than a fire to see, and he extends a hand to pass over Jamie's hair, stroking down his cheek, his jaw, smiling at him when he hums. Jopson next, dark and silky, tucked in close. The fur blankets make them seem like they've been eaten by a very lazy bear. A fairy tale one, not a horror story. Something a benevolent witch has done to keep them safe.
"You both needed the rest."
"And you, old man?"
"I'm fine."
"Mmn." Jamie looks at him. He can tell from the way his posture shifts just a little that he's flexing his feet, and resettling the way his arms are tucked around Jopson. Quieter: "He's special, you know."
"I do know."
They look at each other for a little while, Crozier's hand on his hair, thumb petting against his temple. Silent, but perfectly understood things pass between them. He leans down, then, and does what Jamie wants him to do, which is kiss him. A sigh of contentment greets him, and he kisses that from Ross' mouth, too.
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These two love one another - it's been obvious from the firs time he suspected, even more now. It's a deep rooted thing. A thing he wishes he could reach and touch, trace the lines of it and find where it hits deepest. (He knows, of course - the heart, something more maybe. What must it feel like to have roots intertwined the way these two do?)
"M'apologies," a mumble as he tries to sneak away, to peel arms and legs from the trap of the other man's body. "I'll go fetch-"
Jamie tips his head back from the kiss at the interruption but holds onto Jopson, even with eyes burning and focused on Crozier.
"Hush now," the captain finally says and Jopson goes still, blinking sleepily and moving slowly, when Jamie's hand settles on his cheek. "You needed the rest."
A little jab there - you needed the rest, Crozier had said - two can play that very silly game. But the game doesn't matter when he leans down and slowly, slowly, kisses the dark haired man - a soft, slow thing that the steward can't make sense of. Can't make sense of the way he carefully leans into it, the way he wants to, maybe a foolish, childish gambit to taste even a hint of what the two captains share.
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He's asked Jopson more than once, now, if it's alright. If it's not too much. He's told him that he has the final say, no matter what. But does that actually matter when he's a steward and the questions are being posed by his commanding officer? Now, both of them? No one to take shelter in if he didn't want it, nowhere to disembark and flee?
And yet he hears him. I imagined it was you the whole time. Crozier slides his hand over Jopson's cheek, feeling the way his jaw moves, the tendons there, as he returns Ross' kiss. Jamie is good at this, he knows. Like sinking into a warm bath. Watching them turns a latch inside of him that threatens far, far too much while he has duties to attend to. While anything. It is a sight that makes the threat of execution and even Abraham's hell seem laughable.
His thumb touches the corner of Jopson's mouth, catches some warm castoff of saliva from Jamie tipping in closer, slower, a sensual thing. He notices, his gaze cutting up in the lamplight to appreciate the fact that they're being watched. He breaks off a moment later, but it's only to mouth at Francis' hand. When he tips his head back, the encouragement is palpable. So Francis leans down, and catches his steward's mouth in a kiss, too.
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Easy, though, to chase after Ross, to press his mouth against the man's jaw, his cheek - he's sure he can feel Ross smile, hear him chuckle, but Jopson can't be sure with the thunderous noise of his heart beat heavy in his ears. H
Crozier's kiss comes and Thomas wants nothing more - immediately yielding to him, pliable and hungry and wanting in the slow and sleepy hunger of it all. Made worse, too, by Jamie's roaming hands - a slide of a broad palm down his back to the meat of his ass. No squeezing, just palming lightly over it like an itch that can't be reached. Thomas reaches for Crozier's face, shoulder, anything.
Jamie doesn't waste time - mouthing at the older man's hand, licking at the thumb already slick with their saliva, then drop of a kiss against the soft spot beneath Crozier's ear as the other pair kiss.
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Jamie steals his mouth, after a moment. Francis cradles his steward's face, beautiful boy, presses fingers in his mouth. They swap again and they're still there alongside Jamie's tongue when he kisses Thomas; Francis watches this, commits it to memory, the look, the sound, the smell of everything sleep-warm coming to life.
Oh, what's the point of exploring or sailing, they could do this forever instead.
"Do we have time for me to suck your cock?"
That'll be seared into memory, too. Just where he wants it. Like a criminal being branded.
Alas.
"Not at all," Crozier says, rasped laughter in his voice. "And a heartbeat with this blanket tugged down and you'll lose all interest anyway."
Jamie groans, and not in an altogether amorous way.
"Both of you, up now."
A beautiful moment. Not ruined by its brevity. He kisses Ross' forehead, and Jopson's temple, and sits back with intent to help get everyone sorted.
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Do we have time for me to suck your cock?
Perverse that he wants to see it - even worse that he wonders how quickly his Captain would lose his resolve if they both had their mouths on him. (Even more debauched and foul. Who has he become out here on the seas? Or was he this man all along?)
"Yes, sir," he mutters, shocked back into reality when Crozier sits back. His face flushes and he peels himself from the furs, carefully placing them back round Ross. "I'll have the water ready for your shave, sit," a beat, like he realizes he shouldn't be the one giving orders. "If you wish. At the very least, Captain Ross, I'll see to you."
As exhilarating and freeing as the beautiful moment was - he feels like a madman. His mind turned over, spinning in time with the rhythm of his heart pumping too-hot blood through his veins. He's hardened some, too, but he lets the cold do some work.
"I forgot myself, my apologies, Captain."
Earnest, embarrassed, wired up tight for how easily his routine has gone off course.
"Have you eaten? Ah, the tea-"
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"I've woken you right on time." He threatens a pinch but doesn't follow through, since they do actually have to get to work. Helps him change, instead. Not nearly as graceful as Jopson, especially given the slightly clunky layers he's got on, but it'll do. "We'll be working on the observatory hut today, there are readings for you to go over. Not much hiking for the naturalists, so Jopson will have plenty of opportunity to catch up on anything I've robbed him of time for this morning."
"Are my lieutenants up?"
"One of them. The other will be by the time you're out."
They talk shop. Crozier declines being shaved, opts for tomorrow, continues to go over schedules and necessities while Ross undergoes — businesslike enough not to watch too closely the artful way Jopson handles it all, but there's no fooling where his gaze is fixed. Heatedly discussing the potential for volcanic drafts by the time they're heading out, like some men might invest their energy into horse racing or cricket.
A day that promises to be brutal work. At least Jopson gets to babysit Mr Hooker and one of the other surgeons who's doing diagrams and drawings of everything, and isn't asked to haul rocks or transfer samples. During midday meal, Crozier returns to shove food into his mouth and make plans to teach everyone who can't use celestial navigation tools the proper way to do it, and assigns Hooker the job of coming up with a lesson structure for anything else he's missing. He's keen on this, hoping to be at least a better sailor than a peer of his called Darwin, if not a better scientist, though it's clear the rivalry is very friendly. Tomorrow, for a lesson, everyone will be too knackered today.
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The tent has a safe place for a canvas set up, Ross' paints left on a stool set in front of a makeshift easel. For all his self-deprecating comments about his artistry, he has a keen eye, the colors vivid. They spend portions of the night in quiet, the occasional ribbing or quiet musing about stars and rocks interrupting brushstrokes. Jopson keeps the water warm so he may clean his brush, and enjoys the view in all ways - the painting, Ross in his warm underclothes cut against the lamplight, Crozier sitting nearby with a book in hand, a warmth in his face.
It's murderously cold, but he could suffer it if life was like this on the other side of it all.
They've just come off one such night, but the day leading up to it had been easier - no dragging rocks or hiking, just spending time in the observation tent chipping at stones and talking theories, gazing up at the sky and making conjectures based on things Jopson can't understand when he stops in with warm drinks for those working. The night has set, the work ended a little earlier than usual for the evening meal - a small reprieve after a brutal week's work. They're poised in the tent exactly as he's come to enjoy.
Ross, ignoring his painting after an hour of working at it, chattering on about what Mount Erebus might look like without ice and snow atop it. Jopson's sure Crozier isn't too far away, but he's just turning in to get himself into night clothes after helping the other two men.
It takes a few moments to undo all the layers, but he finally makes it down to his shirtsleeves, pulling the fabric up and off his back. Ah, yes, his back. Healing - a few smaller, striped patches mottled green and plum and yellow, healing but taking their time among the scars from years ago. It's cold, but he bends to dig out his sweater - routine all out of sorts.
"We must determine what makes a volcano's clock tick, Frank... imagine the timing should we see one burst to life!"
Jopson shakes his head, smiling, at the fantastic dreams of the other men. They live in the stars, the waves at their heels. Thomas doesn't know where he lives, but it's pleasant here in the tide of them.
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They both know it's just pressure. They have diagrams of what could be beneath an active volcano, courtesy of thousands of years of human observation and the madness of men who've gone digging in dormant ones. A venture he finds altogether more horrifying than any potential death at sea. What if a mountain collapses on you? Just another kind of exploration to be sure, but he'll pass, if it's all the same.
Quick when he wants to be — as many years in the rigging as any other man — Crozier is handing something to Jopson. One of his own shirts (the last clean one, rowboats will come tomorrow to exchange laundry), oversized for the steward.
"This instead of your nightshirt, if you please." Jamie has a remark about this being very fetching, and Francis tells him to pipe down, you hedonist. It just makes him chuckle. "It'll be looser on your back, if you'll hold still for a while once we're rolled up."
He's had the oil in an inner pocket all day, keeping it as warm as it's going to get. They can all finish what they're up to, changing, putting things away. Ross tells a story about earning lashes with five other boys, and having really been hoping to get out of it on account of nepotism, but such favoritism was not to be. As a twelve-year-old, though, the worst of it was sitting still for so long in recovery, and then having to scrub the decks when he was too ill from wound fever to do anything else. It was on Acteon, which was always nearly sinking from rot. He and Crozier talk a little about the tide language between Martinique and Plymouth, which has something to do with the Acteon's service, probably.
Ross reaches over to turn the light off, when they're finally abed. "How come you never rub bruises off my back anymore?" he asks.
"You complain whenever you're over my knees for more than a minute."
Jamie laughs, bright.
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Crozier's. He blinks, a little doe-eyed at the man, taken aback and having been lost in his own thoughts. He nods slowly, rolls his eyes at Ross.
"Of course, Captain."
And on it goes - too big, slipping annoyingly over his shoulder when he climbs into the cots between the men. He doesn't fully realize why he's been given the shirt until he's settled and Jamie laughs, bright enough to fill the room.
"My back is fine, sir. It's healing," he says on a little sigh, but he's partially masking the way the scent of the shirt makes heat rise to his cheeks. "You both require your rest if you're to be up giggling like school children for the evening."
Ross squirms and lets out a sound that's a little undignified, caught between a snort and a laugh. That pinch at his side he deserved from Crozier many, many times, this time comes from Jopson. A comment - oh indulge a little, Thomas - and further laughs as the other captain rolls onto his side to look at him in the dark.
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It's a besotted kind of thought. No one wants to hear it, for it's so saccharine it can't be true, but Crozier can think it to himself and be content about it. Knowing that Jopson feels at ease enough to pinch him, knowing that Ross is delighted to have someone else to conspire with about all his notions for the world and humanity, and that he gets to be here, witnessing all of it. What other perfect is there. This'll do him, just here, in a tent.
"You sweat under your coat and then your skin dries out when it gets cold again," he murmurs as he gets situated. Up on one elbow just enough to have leverage to slide both hands under the shirt (his shirt) and Jopson's bruised back, oil warmed in his palms. The blankets cocooning them like a nest. "If something splits open you probably won't even tell anyone."
So, this is necessary. And there's the hell-worthy crime that Crozier misses touching him, that he's wanted to since it happened the last time, and it's been too long already. Too long, and he hadn't been able to do it like this, tucked under the same cover, laying side by side. Ross can barely see them in the dark, he knows, but there's enough movement and there's awareness, and it makes for something lovely to experience even simply on the sidelines.
"This is plenty restful, anyhow. Believe me."
A rejuvenating thing, this kind of connection. Ross seems to agree (Crozier knows he does), and he lays a hand on Jopson's chest, petting him slowly. His fingers toy with the collar of the shirt — Crozier's — as if a coy reminder of who it belongs to. All wrapped up in each other.
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"I saw McCormick for it, sir," he says finally. There's a small spot at the downward curve of his right shoulder blade that split a few days ago and has been cleaned and is healing up nicely. "He told me it is nothing of concern."
But concerning this moment? Ross' hand on his chest, Crozier's hands on his back, his own stomach doing a strange twisting at the way he's being handled from both sides. It's warm beneath the furs, warmer now with hands on him. Tentatively he reaches to touch Ross, a hand pressing to his side, curiously mapping the line of it. Ross pets up above the loose collar, fingertips sliding against the skin of his throat in a way that makes Jopson's head tip back, exposing more of his throat.
"I'll tell you a well, next time, sir. My a-"
Ross' fingers up over his chin, against his lips, gently and sweetly shushing the apology away.
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Warm and low. For seeing the doctor about the cut, for letting himself be hushed, now, instead of apologize. Plenty of space for my apologies when it's a part of polite conversation, but there's no need here and now. He continues to touch him, first just petting him, spreading the slick oil to relax him, before seeking out particular spots that seem to want for attention, be it challenged patches of skin or tension just under it.
Francis, because he has little shame despite acting within its orderly lines much of time, thinks about fucking him. He thinks of sliding a hand further down, tugging his steward's knit drawers down over the curve of his rear, and delving oiled fingers in deep. He could, in this position. He could have him hitch one knee up over Jaime's hip, and then press his cock into him. He won't, won't suggest it nor yearn for it— potential mishaps are far too dire to risk. But he can't help thinking how Jopson seems made for it.
Just his touch, and it's more than enough. Down the strong column of his spine, his shoulderblades, the curve of his hipbones, the small of his back. Around his ribcage where he can reach, and the back of his neck. Slow, methodical movements. In time, he slips one hand forward. Still tucked under his own shirt on Thomas' body, he pets over his chest, and up. Cradles the swell of his pectoral muscle, squeezes gently, swipes his thumb over the nub of one nipple. He kneads there as attentively as he had on his back and shoulders, and he hears Jamie sigh with obvious desire, his own hands palming over Thomas' torso, meeting Crozier's hand with a layer of fabric between them for a moment. He drops careful, chaste kisses against the young man's throat, his jaw, his cheekbone.
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Never in his life would he imagine he'd be here - pressed between two men in the cozy warmth of the closest thing to a bed he's had in months. Two men he cares for. Two men that make it impossible to think clearly, overloading every sense, his body stuttering in his attempt to react. It's always been hurried fancies in cupboards or quiet, cheap rooms, or tucked into a very dark corner of a pub to find men like him.
This isn't crude, tasteless, quick. It's electric with something else that he feels afraid to name.
Instead he turns in against the chaste kisses, chasing after his own now, coaxing Ross into a sweet, soft barrage of kisses, slow and careful. He slides his own hand round the back of Ross' hip, anchoring himself on him as he shivers with the attention, stifling a moan into the other captain's mouth.
Jamie returns each sweet little kiss, tasting the low rumble of his voice on his tongue, all with the warmth of the other captain's hand beneath his own. He drags his hand away just to sneak up the front of the man's shirt, pet slowly from his chest to his navel and back, fingers brushing over Francis' with each pass, a centimeter higher on the up, a centimeter lower each time.
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Feels good, doing this. He's slowly getting hard, but he's in no hurry about it. The way Jopson shifts back into him is pleasing, makes him heat up further, but he doesn't follow temptation to rut into him. Instead he continues to touch him, paying special attention to anywhere that earns more of a reaction. He plays with his chest, firm and sensual, liking the shape of him, the wiry hair, the hard buds of his nipples that he finds and tugs on gently.
The sounds, the telltale movements, just about make up for the fact that he can't actually see Jamie and Thomas kissing. Knowing they're doing it is dreadfully arousing in any event, and he can only encourage it. After reaching out to run an affectionate hand over the other captain's hip, he slides his touch down again, back on Thomas' body. He presses against his abdomen, his belly, and lower, to cup him through his pajamas. There's no pretense of rubbing his thighs, though his touch retains that steady, soothing energy as he cradles his weight of his prick.
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"Shhh," Jamie murmurs against the steward's mouth, tilting his head to kiss his jaw, his neck, to his shoulder where Crozier's mouth was before. "We'll take care of you, Thomas, never you mind."
There's no coherent thought that could stand a chance against the gentle, almost reverent way the hand presses around his prick. He's grateful his hips don't buck like some needy school boy, but the faintest movement of his hips, a squirm of desire, may tell all. Jopson doesn't know when Jamie's hand moved, either, the slow up and down patterns coming to an end but only as his hand slides beneath the thermal fabric of his pajamas, gently nudging between the warm weight of Crozier's palm and the stirring line of Jopson's cock.
He sighs, colored in a quiet, throaty sound. A sound that makes him arch again, wedging him perfectly between the two older men. He nearly speaks again, but Jamie beats him to the punch.
"Move me like you'd do it, Frank," a murmur in the dark, against the soft, wet spot on Jopson's shoulder. There's no doubt going to be a soft, pale bruise there in the morning.
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He is envious of Jaime's bare hand on the heated, silk-soft skin of Thomas' cock, and the kisses they're afforded. But it's a pleasant kind of envy. Admiring. His own position is an enviable one in return, he feels, with his own stiffening length now pressed against the cleft of his steward's behind as he's become tucked closer and closer, the three of them shifting gradually tighter around each other.
His shirt is going to smell like Jopson, after this. Only for a little while before it's whisked away. He'll remember this, that desperate murmur, those cut-off gasps. And how beautiful, how frightening, the southern sea is.
A calloused hand curls around Jamie's, around Thomas' prick. He makes him stroke him slowly, thoroughly, the pad of his thumb sometimes stealing a caress around the tender head. Careful movement, probably too slow out of consideration for how dry it's all starting. Something that can be remedied, but he isn't in any hurry. Tomorrow will find them soon enough, there's no sense rushing into it by getting this over quicker.
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That, and Jamie's hand feels overwhelmingly lovely, knowing Crozier guides it. The pesky thumb gets him though, makes him tense, arch into the knowing hands and then back onto Crozier's desire, another sigh he cuts off by biting his bottom lip. There's some help with the slide of it all, too, as he begins to go a little damp. Almost embarrassing, how easy he's worked up, just enough that Crozier's thumb brings a small spot of wet through the fabric.
"Sir," Thomas murmurs again, pawing absently now at Crozier's arm, wanting desperately to touch him. He rests his hand over the older man's wrist, feeling his pulse, imagining it under his lips instead.
Another soft kiss from Jamie, the man rising up on an elbow for better leverage and encouraging Thomas to lean back into Crozier, even a little bit.
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A quiet response, an echo of yearning. Sir, a whole other color of wanting compared to the morning he'd whispered Francis. Crozier likes both, which means he's in trouble. Another few long moments, just like this, feeling him clutch at his arm and letting that damp spot become more tangible under each teasing pass of his thumb. Finally, he relents to the silent plea (and Jamie's fussing, he can just tell).
Crozier shifts his weight to let Jopson lean back against him, tucking one arm beneath him to wrap around, let him grab onto, hands tangled or just pressing into his chest and holding him close. Jamie tugs down the steward's pajama trousers enough to free his cock and expose the rest of him— though only beneath the blankets and furs, still swaddled. He reaches back, deft, and Crozier feels his gaze on him even in the dark as Ross untucks him. It nearly makes him jump, only getting out some small aborted movement before a sigh; he's lost possession of the oil bottle, but feels slick on his hard cock, and then Jamie is hitching as close to Thomas as he can, his slippery hand taking his bare prick in his grip.
"More," he beseeches them both, and Crozier closes his hand over the other man's again.
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Impossible to ignore Jamie's hand behind him, the movement and sigh behind him. The slick hand wrapped round his prick again he hisses between his teeth, scrambling to grab for more than just the man's hand. the fabric of his night shirt first, the meat of his side. His hips jump at the easy slide of their hands and it's the slick nudge of Crozier's arousal against his backside that has him reaching.
"More."
It's awkward, uncomfortable at first, but he slides a leg back between Crozier's, arches back against him to provide him a surface to rut upon if he chooses, a slot made against the round curve of his behind and between the muscle of his thighs. Everything feels sudden and warm, and as Jamie hitches forward, fingers find purchase in the man's hair, tangling, and gently tugs him in for a kiss, more heated than the last.
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Crozier helps, positioning his knee better and flexing forward. His cock slides just where Jopson is offering, and he wishes he could see it; the dark is its own kind of potent element, making everything else heightened, but his steward is so lovely and he knows the sight would be so obscene. Plenty sensation enough to feel, so imagine, to rock forward and think the head of his cock might press up against Jopson's sac if he angles it right. He can feel Ross, still covered, the hard curve of him pressed to the back of his hand.
He can kiss Thomas' shoulder and so he does, and he accepts and returns it when Jamie shifts to steal a few from him, pressed close enough to smother the steward between them. He kisses the back of his hand in Thomas' hair, he squeezes their linked hands, he murmurs half-unintelligible words of praise and endearment. A steady boil. Not yet frantic, on his account. He knows Jamie likes something drawn out as much as he likes being shoved against a wall in a hurry, and so he knows he'll want to win Thomas' climax first. Their hands on him, sharing it. Jamie tells him he's so good, so good for them both, You make Francis so happy, you know you do, and something about it—
He would never have expected it to be erotic, is all, and he can tell from the tone of the other man's voice he's doing it on purpose to rile him up, and that is erotic, too, to be known so thoroughly, to be trusted with it. This is all miserably stupid behavior, an unknown-to-science bear could tear through the camp, a storm could manifest from the ether, someone could walk too close by despite the thick layers of canvas and muffling winds. But he would lose a limb before giving it up.
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