Jopson snorts - silent as the Sahara is as far from the truth as can be. Though Crozier himself is not an noisy, busy man, Thomas doesn't think he'd like him so well if he was silent. But he's snatched up, the space between them eked out by the hand at his waist, stunning him into a stupid quiet for a few seconds.
Then a laugh, something a little bright, and maybe a hair louder than he'd ever allow himself were he not loose and warm from drink.
"I have no time for gossip and stories, sir, my time is devoted to you first and foremost," he says in mock seriousness, even as he reaches his free arm to wrap round his shoulder, fingers splaying at Crozier's neck, slipping into the hair there.
He leans in a little closer, almost conspiratorial. "I'm afraid I'm very boring, Captain."
Jopson is unbearably charming. A rare laugh, loose and like a wind chime, bright and ringing. It's very handsome, and fitting. Crozier sways them a little more, just playing. No room for anything, or real intent besides— not so drunk he couldn't do proper turns around a gallery, but he wants this more. Closeness, and laughter like secrets.
"You haven't bored me for a moment these long months," he asserts. "It's your sanity I worry for in that regard, enduring the things I can get on a tear about."
A very patient young man putting up with half the books they read being about magnetic navigation. Crozier enjoys his topics of study very much, but he's also very self-aware. The sorts of things only lunatics find interesting.
"You could tell me any story, and I'd like it. The mysticism behind a favorite color, or your preferred shoe sole."
"I rather enjoy the stars and magnetism and science of it all, even if I do not always understand it."
A soft scratch at his nape, up and down in the fair hair, settling against the warmth of him there is a pleasant addition to their swaying. Dreamlike, all of it, with the ship swaying in the water, the room warmed from the way officers packed in shoulder to shoulder, singing and drinking.
Quiet now, just as he prefers it, their little world secluded from everything else. He tips his head closer, letting their noses brush, their foreheads touch. "Be careful what you wish for, sir, else I'll bore you with tales of the great and terrifying blanket stitch or the many uses for basting and tacking. But my favorite color? A simpler story - I rather like the color of indigo best, I think."
He adjusts the hold on his hand, lacing their fingers together; distantly, he wonders if he's treating Jopson too much like a woman, with all of this. But surely he'd pull away, or at least stop moving towards, if he were making missteps.
"It can't be the same for me?"
Crozier, equally enjoying whatever Jopson might feel compelled to tell him, just as Jopson likes the stars and magnetism. He presses a kiss where their fingers are linked, mostly on his steward's knuckles, all pressed closed together still, and he smiles.
"I hope you spent plenty of time on deck on your Racer," he muses. "The water in those seas is that color, and goes on for an eternity under the sun. Probably reflected off your eyes and set you glowing. Aye?"
“I was told I’d get sick of the sight. No horizon, only water for days on end. I didn’t, sir. Even here on Terror I try to find some time above decks outside of my duties, though I doubt I was ever glowing. Certainly not in these temperatures.”
Though he can picture it and slot Crozier’s description alongside the feeling of wonder and awe that struck him every time he looked out over the deck. So very different from London and it’s maddening noise.
“Perhaps I did before I realized how trying life at sea could be.”
The kiss draws his eyes to their linked fingers, pulls with it a wistful and dreamy sort of smile. Relaxed, comfortable, warm. Again it would be so easy to stay like this for the rest of their days.
He tugs their joined hands up, just enough that he can mirror the kiss, but to Crozier’s knuckles instead, lingering.
“I’ll try to tell you more stories, sir. At least until you’re utterly sick of me.”
In some other realm, he tells him: he does glow, like a painting from antiquity, the colors packed in with old pigments and dyes like his favored indigo. But it's too saccharine and will sound the worst kind of sentimental. Crozier should spare them at least a little, as already they'll be pretending this wasn't happening in the morning. It's a wonderful game to be playing, though.
"You're relentless in everything to date," he tells him, a compliment. "But in that you'll fail, Mr Jopson."
Crozier's just not going to be sick of him, see.
Oh and he was supposed to go easy on it, spare them anything that sounded too serious. He'll blame the drink. A safe haven, alcohol is. Instead of letting his mouth run on further, he puts it to better use, and kisses him.
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Then a laugh, something a little bright, and maybe a hair louder than he'd ever allow himself were he not loose and warm from drink.
"I have no time for gossip and stories, sir, my time is devoted to you first and foremost," he says in mock seriousness, even as he reaches his free arm to wrap round his shoulder, fingers splaying at Crozier's neck, slipping into the hair there.
He leans in a little closer, almost conspiratorial. "I'm afraid I'm very boring, Captain."
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"You haven't bored me for a moment these long months," he asserts. "It's your sanity I worry for in that regard, enduring the things I can get on a tear about."
A very patient young man putting up with half the books they read being about magnetic navigation. Crozier enjoys his topics of study very much, but he's also very self-aware. The sorts of things only lunatics find interesting.
"You could tell me any story, and I'd like it. The mysticism behind a favorite color, or your preferred shoe sole."
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A soft scratch at his nape, up and down in the fair hair, settling against the warmth of him there is a pleasant addition to their swaying. Dreamlike, all of it, with the ship swaying in the water, the room warmed from the way officers packed in shoulder to shoulder, singing and drinking.
Quiet now, just as he prefers it, their little world secluded from everything else. He tips his head closer, letting their noses brush, their foreheads touch. "Be careful what you wish for, sir, else I'll bore you with tales of the great and terrifying blanket stitch or the many uses for basting and tacking. But my favorite color? A simpler story - I rather like the color of indigo best, I think."
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"It can't be the same for me?"
Crozier, equally enjoying whatever Jopson might feel compelled to tell him, just as Jopson likes the stars and magnetism. He presses a kiss where their fingers are linked, mostly on his steward's knuckles, all pressed closed together still, and he smiles.
"I hope you spent plenty of time on deck on your Racer," he muses. "The water in those seas is that color, and goes on for an eternity under the sun. Probably reflected off your eyes and set you glowing. Aye?"
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Though he can picture it and slot Crozier’s description alongside the feeling of wonder and awe that struck him every time he looked out over the deck. So very different from London and it’s maddening noise.
“Perhaps I did before I realized how trying life at sea could be.”
The kiss draws his eyes to their linked fingers, pulls with it a wistful and dreamy sort of smile. Relaxed, comfortable, warm. Again it would be so easy to stay like this for the rest of their days.
He tugs their joined hands up, just enough that he can mirror the kiss, but to Crozier’s knuckles instead, lingering.
“I’ll try to tell you more stories, sir. At least until you’re utterly sick of me.”
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"You're relentless in everything to date," he tells him, a compliment. "But in that you'll fail, Mr Jopson."
Crozier's just not going to be sick of him, see.
Oh and he was supposed to go easy on it, spare them anything that sounded too serious. He'll blame the drink. A safe haven, alcohol is. Instead of letting his mouth run on further, he puts it to better use, and kisses him.